Happy Birthday Uncle Jose.

People are greeting him like he was still alive. Well, he is an important person. On the other hand, what am I doing for this day? As usual, I woke up,ate and had my driving lesson for the day. I have to master the clutch-gear-gas combination.Add to that the breaks pedal. It is really confusing. My Itay said that I'm really having difficulties with it. He said that he wants to give up teaching me because he is scared i might bump into another car or what. However (again) for the nth time, I'm his little girl, he can't stand rejecting me. Hahaha...

Back to Rizal. I'm barely out of college (wuuu) so Rizal is barely out of my system (wuuuu,talaga). Let's review what Teddy has taught me. I'd like to ask. Was everything worth it? Was everything he fought for worth it? Look at this country. Well, from Queen of Mean's point of view. Talk about brain drain. Two of my cousins are now in Singapore. My other cousin did not want to go there at first because he wants to establish everything here, His career,life and future family. But he realized that nothing will happen here. I think he felt that everything is routinary. I think his life will be routinary too in Singapore but think of the money that he'll earn. He asked me if I have plans of going there too, I said that I don't have plans now but if opportunity comes, I'll surely grab it so I can save money for my dream education in Europe. I'm sorry Uncle Jose but I'm leaving this country. But don't worry, I'll be back to help my poor countrymen. Maybe you'll say that I'm an ungrateful bitch but how will I be able to help this country if I can't help myself. I have a job but I don't enjoy it. For now. You can say that I can help this country by voting. No. I don't think that way. Am I making sense here? I mean, look at those chauvinistic pigs! Include Loren. I just hate them. I don't see any positive aura in them. Maybe I'm just the type of person who prefers to do things on my own because I know that I can do better. Now I'm being selfish. Well, that’s me. That’s how my neurons, frontal lobe, left hemisphere work. All I have to do is to focus on my job and try my luck to Singapore next year or next, next year, save money and carve my success in Europe.Wooh! Planning ahead. That’s good.

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It’s my teammate’s birthday today and we celebrated it with Pizza, cake and ice cream; we gave him Sex and the City DVD. He is really dying to have that. His wish is to be a real girl. Good luck. I wish that your wish will come true.

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I had an encounter again with this Ops Manager in the elevator and he scares the crap out of me. Although he seems to be a nice guy and he is actually a polite guy because he asked me if I’m going up to the 9^th floor. What makes me feel uneasy is that I know for sure that he saw my video. That video. Another Ops Manager took a second look when he saw me. I kinda like that Ops Manager because he is cute. Too bad, he is gay.